Madness is a tempting escape for the idle.

Achievement Unlocked: Buying 4D and Toto

Evidently I did it for my Mom, because I don't believe I am lucky enough to win at them.

Incidentally, the machine broke down while I was in the midst of queueing; how fortunate.

Feeling drained after belting out songs for 6 hours straight.

It was definitely therapeutic, though I have to admit my repertoire isn't growing very much and is getting sorely limited with me not tuning into the radio. I am also not very receptive to new songs over the airwaves these days because they are mostly junk; maybe it's just nostalgia for old hits that's kicking in.

How ironic it is for me to sing "Beautiful Love", or all other love songs that I belt out in the shower on a frequent rotational basis, when I have never been in a relationship before.

Hearing this song makes me feel so lonely; books are my only companions that I cling on to tightly whenever I am walking aimlessly on the streets and in shopping malls, for the pursuit of a semblance of knowledge gives me a sense of self-worth when all else fails.

Perhaps I am never destined to find love, and I will just wither on the shelf with the passing of time. I am not even sure I am entitled to love, for I take many things for granted and have no hesitation to throw them all away in moments of crazed recklessness.

I admire children for the ability to cry without inhibition.

I can't even cry nowadays to release my emotions.

I can't even make sense of my sadness, because honestly at this current point in time, there shouldn't be anything for me to be sad about.

Think I've gone haywire. 

Here's hoping my lovely nieces don't end up become terrible toddlers.

What did I sign myself up for by learning how to drive a manual car?
I have poor coordination, and that's that.
Now I look forward to every driving lesson with dread.